Ok, so I'm not Catholic (nor do I feel the need to repent my sins online publicly) but I feel that after tomorrow I will miss the ocassional thought of "oh, I feel like posting that today." No, I will not be posting often, but I would like to be able to babble and "confess" my thoughts on how I am feeling at that very moment in time. 

So this brings me to Confession #1

-I hate that I do not feel motivated to anything with my day till I am showered, hair done, etc- even if I'm not going anywhere. I know, pointless. Doesn't change the fact that my personal image is now squeaky clean, but therefore my house is not. 

Quitting Facebook was supposed to make my life "easier".... "simpler." 

Psh.... not if you're part of a gang squad called Mamarazzists. 

Hhhhhhhapppy Friday!!! Well, unhappy Friday for me. We just got home from dropping off Winnie with her dad for the weekend. The usual every other weekend. Don't get me wrong.... sometimes the break is quite fabulous, but now that we have Emery we don't get the usual "we can be married and mingle" weekends anymore. We hardly ever get out. Actually, let me rephrase that. We never get out. Alone even. Ever. 

Which brings me to his birthday- and why I suck at life. 

Where have I been? I know some of you may have been thinking that I already got over my blog and moved on... but no. 

I've been dying. 

It was such a gorgeous day out today! I would love it if Indiana could be like this year round! 

I haven't been feeling the greatest over the past couple days, and I have not gotten out of the house all that much except for work and "had to do things." So, I decided it was time to go outside. It was too good not to. So, I grabbed the girls and threw them in the car. Best idea ever. I got to sit, they got to ride, and being outside with some Vitamin D definitely helped cure the cooped-up blues!

The girls were having such a good time! Emery loved being in the car and was talking and laughing the whole time. It was cracking me up! Gwen just loved cruising her around and kept yelling, "Mom watch!" 

For anyone who has seen Gwen drive this car- she's a crazy lady. Throwing it in reverse, spinning it around, almost bumping into things.... just being a non-licensed four year old. She loves it. That was one of the best birthday gifts we could have gotten for her. Her and Emery were having a ball- and I was a nervous wreck. Haha.

 That Mustang has some go-go power. Every time Gwen would accelerate, Emery lurched backward. Reverse- there went her little bitty head forward. She would laugh, then look at me. "Wait, was that funny?" Haha, Poor Emery. Laugh, reassurance look, laugh, reassurance look. Just keep repeating. I was so worried that at any point she would bail!

Apparently I worry too much. Emery didn't end up needing a neck brace afterwards and suffered from no injuries. (ex. being thrown from a 6mph moving car)

I need more days like this and I am so excited that fall is upon us! My favorite season for sure! I know that Indiana had such a bummer summer, but I am so ready for the leaves to change and to bundle myself and my girls up in scarves, hats, and coats! (I say this now!) 

Regardless, it is amazing of what a beautiful day can do for your spirits... and some very restless children. :) 

xoxo, 

Megan